it depends on the person some are just hard people some it doesnt affect other it can haunt you forever my first was my own husband shoulda never worked on him but the ones coverin our crew that night sucked and couoldnt bag properly but it helped me to learn rythym stirps alot better sadly ........the one for a call was an 8 wk old in afib cute plumpy seeet baby perfect child that shoulda lived but didnt .....the guy we had after was a 77 yo drunk pickling himself he survived ....sometimes u need to do what needs done and move on it is hard but we all do it
will it make me a better provider to be hard ?not really it is way you handle things that is what counts