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It was just being sick. I just got done EMT school on may 12th

Well guys, I'm not sick. You all knew. this but still. I did it for attention and Im sorry. It doesnt make up for anything and I dont deserve to be here. Ive misled some and broken many hearts. Its wrong to have done so but I won't lie to you any longer

Dude...ive asked them to do a skype chat before thatd be awesome! I'm on a phone so I dunno how quickly or slowly requests come up but yeah thatd be fun! But if that happens....im watching ru paul. So yeah....just letting you know

Ok...I'm sorry you've been hurt like that beore by people. But I'm not them. I even have a picture of the AED up. I seriously saw everyone as a friend and teacher. I still do. I'm willing to answer questions, but not fight about it. Whats the point in doing that? Thats just the point I was trying to make. Not go away from anything. I'm not lying about anything so I have no problem answering questions about it unless its weird stuff...just please stop fighting about it and starting the red scare again ;-;

And seriously....why is this even such a big major deal to you guys? Don't you guys have better stuff to do? Like doing things for yourself or your families or posting stuff that could be educational or funny? I mean, what's the point of fighting and such over someone you don't even know or met over the internet? Really guys, I'm not that important :/ Make doughnuts, not war.

If I go out its in its little case. Just so one's around. I'm never alone. Its happened once in quite somee time...and when i felt pretty sick i just called 911. My parents take turns sleeping....my moms usually around to but when she's not my dad does it. I'm at home now, but I'm usually at Virtua. Sometimes Kennedy though.

Oh..and er doc I'm 17 now. They tried the ICD. They all ended up shorting out or maldunctioning. It was only a couple of them...2 or 3... but i just got tired of the whole surgery thing :/

Look...i dont care what you say to me. It doesn't matter. But dont you DARE say that to him. He's a precious friend. If you have a problem with me, go insult me. But don't insult or hurt him. Please...

Wait....WHAT? ;-; Box told me about people that faked stuff like illnesses and such...but that....that's even more than terrible. Im sorry for such behavior that put you through stuff like that -hug- ;-;

Well by waking up. Does it not normally happen thar way? O.o' and I'm not 16 ak...;w; but anyway what does my age have to do with anything?

Aww thank you

But i only have today and maybe tomorrow....

But....its in a month ;w;

Thank you so much but really, you don't need to send anything. It'd kinda be a waste of the shipping or mailing cost. Just knowing you guys were concerned snd thoughtful is more than enough. Messages or emails or texts would be ok though I love you guys <3

Whats squamous epithelium?

Woah.....that sounds terrifying....some intense waiting there.

It just....shuts off? Does it tell you your score at least? ;w; and you can take the nationals if you want to, but it doesn't really recognize it so it says? But thanks for all the awesome stuff

Dude...sorry if its the same thing in my mind and so its phrased wrong. But thanks for answering it anyway....-w-

Its a face. : 3 only not sideways.

Mike: to help people. No questions about that. But there's nothing wrong about wanting to know how the test is like is there? Or stuff to do before or bring to the test? Or what to do during like if its computerized or written and such? The information part is easy. I have a whole textbook and set of online lectures for that. And a workbook. But nothing about the test at all and i don't want to be totally confused and panicked when i get there and then forget everything you know? Island: i thought written...we did practical exams in school which i thought were a part of the state ones or whatever....are there practicals to be done? O.o"

well that's a given owo' is there anything in particular they like to put more than others like scenarios or vocab or locations/functions or is it completely random with everything like the nationals are?

So I finally finished and passed emt school! Im taking the state exam (NJ) in about a month on June 11th~ any tips for it or preparing for it?

It's very kind to trust your patients that much and willing to go against orders to help them, but I'm pretty sure no one wants to see you hurt or sad if a partner dies or you get injured. Plus, what about future patients that could be saved because of you and your family and friends and your partner's too? Safety is way more important. I know I wouldn't be the only one really sad if something bad ever happened to you :c Always better to be safe than sorry.

Yes.