God made some people to be Soldiers, he made some to be ditch diggers... and he made me to be a medic. I knew when I was a kid this is what I wanted to do. Even when I piss moan and complain I love it. If EMS isn't your calling, have you considered that you might be wasting you time here on earth? Beside this is an "EMS Community" being a member here in and of its self makes you an EMS nerd. Embrace it