Wow. Thanks. Things have been so crazy the last thing I have had time for is the internet, but i'm glad I logged on this morning. Thank you everyone. We'd gotten counseling set up, but then in the continuation of crap, we lost our insurance. So everything's on hold until we can get it again, and we don't know when that will be.
A lot of what you're saying makes sense. Being too close, and not being a provider at home, especially. I've seen it in other people, from the outside - just not in the mirror.
Thank you to everyone who's posted. It's very much appreciated.
-mj