Thanks for the replies! I just got my EMT cert in the mail from homeland security this weekend, but I'm still taking classes for my psych degree (don't have it yet). I do seem like a completely different person after I get to know someone, I was just thinking about at first with people and being around new patients all the time I'd probably feel more uncomfortable than the average person. I know this just needs practice. I also know I'll probably mess up a lot, but I feel like I can be a bit of a perfectionist sometimes haha. When I was with a paramedic transporting patients he was trying to help me get used to taking vitals while moving and i was having a lot of trouble with all the bumps from the road and I felt really embarrassed. I guess I won't really know until I get out there and again, just need to practice. The volunteer thing sounds like a great idea though. I also had been worried wondering if I might just be put with people who don't care about helping me learn and instead are harsh, which will get to me. So maybe the volunteering could help. I am by no means doing this for the money!! I'm doing it because I for some reason loved the course when I hadn't even taken it to work as one. I actually have had an EMT say to me "why in the world would you want to get into this?" and was talking about how stressful it is. I just love the medical aspect of things though (which was why I originally was thinking about being a PA) and I'm a blood and guts kind of person :] I find it fascinating and nothing bothers me or makes me squeamish. I guess basically I'm more of a "books smarts" kind of person so I'm stressing about actually doing it now :\