I am a new paramedic (6 months) and I my first sets of shifts I was ready willing and gunning to push my first drugs ect. (Funny thing is my very 1st pt as a paramedic coded on me 1min from the er defib and cpr didnt even get to intubate :x :x) I finally got the good chest pain call. Hx of MI elevated bp, pain rated at a 10 non reproducable, diaphoretic, and had "the look" O2 ASA and nitro x2 given with no change. 12 lead showed elevation (cant remeber which leads) had orders for 2-4 MS and nitro prn. Had another paramedic in the back get the IV while I drew up my very first narc as a paramedic. Right when I was ready pt began having seziures and an ALOC. Sat back thought about it and decided to hold off. Called the er and informed them of change Dr said its your choice on the ms otherwise just x-port. I held off and contiunued x-port. Pt ended up being admited and because pt was out of town never was able to follow up. But I know how bad that temptation was to push it because I was/am still new and want to play..