I can understand what you mean. I work for a private so most of my coworkers look at what we do as "just transports" one thing I keep telling myself is "what can I learn from this call? Since no 2 patients are the same even if they have the same signs and symptoms how does it differ from the other person I just had. How do or did their illness or injury affect their bodies, minds, ect" That is my way of keeping things fresh. hope that helps a little