caligirl

Well as you guys know Im from California. I moved to Alabama and many called me Bamagirl, but I have been back in Cali now for a few years. I met the man I will always love on here and am sorry that he decided to file for divorce. I dont understand how someone can say they want to try but are so quick to run down to the court house and file for divorce. Wow that hit me like a truck hits a wall. It hurt and continues to hurt. I am trying to finish school to get my nursing degree. I am currently working in an ER and plan on staying in the ER when I get my RN. We have a beautiful 2 year old little girl, she is very independent and hard headed. She is such a smart girl, loves to dance, read and be outside. I dont think I will ever remarry because no matter how much he thinks I dont love him, I do and always will. You cant just turn the love you have for someone off and forget about them, atleast I cant. Life is full of ups and downs, but you have to put your seatbelt on and go along with the ride.