I don’t have any advice or suggestions as im still in school. And giving advice on this seems inappropriate to me. Your all allot more experienced then I. I just wanted to say thanks for sharing though because I enjoy reading these things and I feel like I always walk away from them learning some things. I’m sorry that happened Ugly. I guess some times like they say “sh*t happens”… But I know what you mean, The old “s happens” isn’t really a satisfying answer. I hate settling for an unclear answer. Its so frustrating. Im always trying to figure out “why?“ I wish I had more to offer.
-Brian