First,last,all the ones in between..............they have all bothered me up to a certain extent.The worse ones are the children and the ones I thought we saved only to find out later we didn't.Talking it out is usually the best way I've found to get over it,but sometimes,on the really bad ones,I have a tendency to get self-destruction and attempt to drink it away.Not good,believe me,I know but every once in a while it's the only way I can deal with it.
All we can do is try our best and when we do try our best and lose one know that it was just their time to go.