I have no idea what I was thinking. I was overhearing a conversation, and through the process I ended up taking and extra shift. I can't believe that after all that brought me down. I am continuing to make myself known as a dedicated and contributing employee, but why.

After so much of being brought down, I feel like I am a wounded girlfriend going back to my abusive boyfriend with this organization. It has been such a road to get to this point. Ups down past haunting me, don't know when I will feel that this will be worth it.

The paycheck I get every 2 weeks is definitely a bright spot. I guess if there is one bright spot. It is better than none.

***Please excuse the last posting, didn't realize I had to change the format. So I could have a properly displayed entry****